after one of my flounces or bannings.....upbeat....cheerful...optimistic.....unbitter......well, maybe a tad bitter....oh hell, let's be up front about it!...as bitter as a cyanide pill...full of the most corrosive, soul eroding bitterness...the english language hasn't the words to express the resentment and anger...the rage i feel when i think of how a man of my bearing and rectitude was so cruelly used by mingeing whingeing social inferiors.